Friday, January 29, 2010

A Mother's Love

I can remember a time when I was in elementary (maybe 7-8 years old) I had a friend who at the time was being teased by a group of kids. I remember having a really hard time because it made me so sad that they were being so cruel. One night we were in our kitchen and I was talking to my mom about it. She began to cry as she talked to me about always sticking up for others and standing strong in what I knew was right.
-I think that the reason why this experience has stuck with me all this time, wasn't really because of what she said- but that because I was so confused as to why she too was crying. I remember asking why she was upset- and her response was- that as a mother when her children hurt- she hurt too. I of course didn't truly understand why, until I too became a mother.
I continue to be amazed at the hearts ability to expand and grow with every new addition. When I was first pregnant with Collin I remember feeling guilt because I wondered how in the world I would ever love another child like I did Samantha?- And yet I learned soon enough that it was more than possible. Now with number 3 my heart has grown yet again.
Watching my kids grow I too hurt when they hurt- I feel happiness as I see their joy- my heart is no longer just my own. I am so grateful to be a mom- and especially to be a mom to the 3 little scraggle muffins in my life.


"Making the decision to have a child- it's momentous.
It is to decide forever to have your heart go
walking around outside your body"
-Elizabeth Stone

6 comments:

Bree said...

That is one of my favorite quotes, you don't know how true it is until you are a mom.

SummerV said...

Well said.

Unknown said...

I've been feeling so amazed lately too, and so grateful that each of my kids came to our family! It is so fulfilling and wonderful! I'm glad you're enjoying having 3! They're each so precious!

Tasha said...

WEll said & you have the 3 cutest little muffins EVER!! I too remember feeling that way as I was pregnant with Makena! It really does put life into a whole new perspective when you become a mom & you are a wonderful one! Your kids are so lucky to have you!!

Tiffany said...

Amen. :)

Jena said...

That happened to me today! In primary Johnny got embarrassed and started crying. It was trying to hold it back but just couldn't. I looked at him fighting those tears and it made me cry! I have a feeling I am going to be doing that a lot with these kiddios.